Do it, please do it.
I dont really care anymore.
It's the same,
Being here or there,
There's no difference anymore.
I had to force myself to close my eyes.
I couldn't bear it anymore.
Uderneath this shell of steel,
That kept sending air full of despair,
Like a gun with no bullets.
I knew that everything around me was wrong.
The world around me was rotten.
Food, people, love,
Even I was a little rotten myself.
I couldn't help but look.
It hurted me so much,
Watching our whole society fall into pitch black.
All I could do was to defend my thoughts and beliefs.
But I dont know if I didn't see it,
Or I didn't really wanted to see it.
As soon as I stood up,
The world around me began to take me down,
Little by little.
And even though
I tried to keep my head up,
I just couldn't hold on anymore.
Pieces of me,
Scattered all around a rotten hole.
I couldn't help but cry.
It was useless,
I felt useless.
It was so dark,
I felt I was blind,
So I decided to